Love is not only between lovers….

What is love ….? It feels good being loved right ? And everybody loves to be loved . Am not going to be discussing about romantic love (Fortunate or unfortunately)No! I will be talking about the unique love that never fades off β™₯️

The love between a mother and her child β™₯️

This love is amazing … it is beautiful and it never ends! A mother begins to love her child the moment she learns she is going to bear a child. Regardless the timing of being pregnant. The bond between a mother and a child can never be broken !

This is the kind of love that has alot of tears and sacrifices but its all worth β™₯️. And more touching a mother has never left their child to suffer ,being ashamed of their child , they actually stand with their child for they know the pain β™₯️

Love your mother and care for her because she never made it an option to abort you .. respect her and love her like no other β™₯️

Today am not talking about our mothers … we love you moms…β™₯️β™₯️β™₯️β™₯️. Am specifically touching on YOUNG MOTHERS !!!

I must say young mothers are the most strongest people I know! What they go through its just a lot and they bare with it …

If its to do with ; criticism, insults ,judgements , losing friends , being the topic in the neighborhood, being isolated from others , seen as a harlot They relate !!

So I first start with telling all young mothers out there shine on! I am proud of y’all

The reason am why am saying their love is a bit more special and noble ,;… mostly you find the girl gets dumped by the baby daddy maybe because he wants to continue with life and she is a mommy now forgetting she didnt get herself pregnant!

Two they mostly get chased away from home because they bring shame to the family

Three many happen not to be financially stable and their life is now at standby because of the baby

Four they loose friends because they are not interesting anymore and most friends actually say they cant hang around a mom it will portray a bad picture for them

With those few mentioned , it just shows you the kind of love that is β™₯️ especially the fact the choice of aborting is always there … most choose not to and it is so noble (i know many will comment and say its not that they didnt want to make that choice some may luck the funds to get it done ) yes am aware ! But the fact remains going through all of that for unexpected pregnancy and growing to love the baby β™₯️ its a blessing β™₯️

Not that am encouraging young adults in conceiving children no ! Am only bringing transparency to the love and sacrifice these mothers have and as much as they are shammed in the society , they should be treated with respect ✊ for withstand, and choosing to keep their child and loving them β™₯️


Love is not all about romance!


Pain within …

What have I done ?
To feel such pain? 
I have never killed, 
Only ever loved. 
Perhaps that is my crime- 
And that unreturned. 
Or rather, 
And that unaccepted. 
The strength of my love 
Never dies; 
Yet the pain, too, never dies. 
I cannot stop the pain, 
Though I love, and love again- 
For love is the cause of my pain, 
And I am made to love.


My 2am Friend…

Well here am not going to be talking about a real person as my friend … am actually talking of my thoughts .. yeah .. weird I know … let’s get to it!!

Recently my life took a sudden path! It puzzled me as well and still not in good shape to pick up the pieces… Perhaps am not so confident as you perceive me!

I keep thinking of how will it end up to be ? Where do I start ? How will I know when am not doing the right thing ? When will I get to pick up my pieces ? For those disappointed should I apologize or move on with whats next in life ?

I keep thinking .. about trust … Should I trust the” i am here for you” words ? Should I go with the saying everything is temporary? 😭😭 Especially this bugs me every time πŸ’” been hurt several by those I love most so I am just scared of those I havent met yet…

Crying every night to be able to sleep cause Insomnia has been my 24/7 friend☺️

Saying am fine β™₯️ is a daily job …

Its just so traumatic …but believe me others will call it dramatic … others self pity

But don’t judge a situation if you have never been in it or you have no clue of what am even trying to write up here πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚

Lets say this is kind of my therapy I write what is there reach out to others and atleast I get to speak out which I find hard to do so β™₯️

I really know that all happens with a reason and with time everything will fall into place β™₯️. But 😭 fear over ruled

Its not easy to have a positive energy especially when everything depends on you …. its not easy πŸ˜“πŸ€§ and I cant wait to really say am fine and I am deeply fineβ™₯️ I hope that time will come …. but ..

My friend comes in handy … but at times we are just blank and the dark cloud just sits there like now …

~ lots of emotions! Be cautious and be polite !

My Heart and I

As I sit on my bay window listening to my favorite playlist as I watch the beautiful nature outside my window ❀️

I think of the blessings I have been showered with

Yes sometimes life can turn to a dark page and you feel like you dont belong or your going to give up 😭

But today I sit and remember all the beautiful memories I have on the back of my mind and also look at the thing I have in my life right now ❀️

Love is what I choose to share with you today dear blog ❀️

My series of love hasn’t been easy. Its been challenging,hurting , full of tears , pain , Trying to ask around what should I do πŸ₯΄πŸ˜–

Well here is how I knew love ☺️

My first taught me how to love …

The crushes taught me how beautiful it is to be courted.

My second love taught me how to let go …

My rebound taught me not to take anyone for granted …

Amongst those I have been with or rushed or just played around with , There is a particular one that I don’t totally get what phase this is πŸ₯΄

This someone has gotten so many chances from me , Made me cry (needless to say i rarely cry) , made me hoarse , made me hate and love at the same time , made me hurt deeply , made me lose friends over how I feel , I need not to mention the many times this someone has hurt me 😭 But

Each time I think about them It feels complicated yes but I cant ignore that I love them ❀️

Whats strange is πŸ˜‚ I keep saying I will leave but I find myself staying each time I say so πŸ₯΄

My end keeps telling me you have put up so much for me leave … but when we stay apart πŸ˜‚ Lord … I don’t know Its just boring and sad (not that i dwell on them for happiness No!) I don’t know if you will get me ❀️

Even now as I think of him I have both my smile and my eyes are teary πŸ€¦β€β™€οΈ

β€οΈπŸ˜– Sometimes it usually seem like a movie πŸ˜‚πŸ€¦β€β™€οΈ if i was to write a book about all we have been through from when we met till now πŸ’ΈπŸ’ΈπŸ’ΈπŸ’Έ stacks will come my way it will be the best selling book

So now as I am writing this

I guess the heart wants what it wants … no matter how many people tell me to leave and my heart aint ready its just …

I don’t know but Its hurting sometimes but mostly it’s beautiful ❀️ and You mean a-lot to me ❀️ your are a perfect flaw ❀️ and I love you even if I tell you I hate you ❀️

Loving that someone is my complication and also my happiness ❀️

Is this what love is??

Is this all we have together?
Is this what love really is,
Yelling through a quarrel
And making up with a kiss?

Why can’t we get along?
Why do we have to fight?
We starve true love by day
And feed lust all through the night.

I wish we’d settle down;
I wonder where peace went.
Why do we pick at each other;
Why can’t we be content?

If this is what love is,
If tenderness has flown,
I’m thinking more and more,
It’s better to be alone.

My Letter …

I know I have been mostly writing my blogs in third person character , but well today is just a new day where I feel its fair enough to share what is real inside me …

When you look at this photo I seem so happy right ? Like I face no obstacles and everything goes my way right ?

But the truth is am not happy , I am confused , I don’t know how to talk about my issues That would be bothering people

I wish I could sit my mom down and just cry out everything and she would just hug me 😭 I wish i could be 5 years old again where I only worried about playing and nothing else 😭

If only mama πŸ˜­πŸ’” I love you so much

I wish i can tell you what is my secret right now

How unhappy I am

How i missed to be hugged by you

Hearing I love you which is pure with no lies in it

But i will ma when the time is right πŸ’•

I love you deeply

your Beloved .

Lost in my profound thoughts!

I am lost not sure of where to go , what to choose , who to choose …

Am conflicted between my mind and my heart who is right?

Am in a conflict Β of ;

Is it right ,fair, Β just ? Yes there will be ; less responsibility, stress free ,no judgements, But …. will I be happy afterwards?

I cry every night , almost ripping out my hair while in deep thoughts . Sometimes i wish i could be like the water so that i slip away through the fingers . I dont know what to do ? I dont know where to start ? 😭

I pray for God to hear me out but then i tell my self i possibly might have done wrong thats why I am going through all this … So am left whipping and sobbing!

It pains that am so helpless no matter how much i think i cant come with a decison Β Its just tough and scray .. worst thing i am battling all this alone! Β No one will understand .. probably judge me , critisize me Β .. and am not readt to be that girl πŸ€¦β€β™€οΈ

I am nearly going on a depression stage πŸ˜–

I hope i will be fine ! Because am worning out terribly